Ah, it's just rough sometimes. Little Blueberry is adorable and I am so lucky to be his mom.
And, sometimes there is just "stuff" in the baggage of life that makes some days tough. I feel pretty far away from my family. I miss my mom every day - still (when does that stop?). Mr. Silly Pants has been very busy at work. I'm not getting enough exercise. Dinner for the masses takes a lot out of me every night. Did I mention the laundry yet? The dog needs more attention and training than I have to give him. And my family, again. My dad hasn't even met Blueberry yet. My bro hasn't either - he's got his hands full right now. My sister is keeping the hearth and caring for her son who is sick. I miss my sister too. I don't feel like I get to share this new family experience with my family. Yeah, that's the crux of it. I'm pretty blue about it tonight. A good night's sleep should help...but we haven't had one of those in awhile. LOL. My mom would say just put your head down and grind through it, so that's what I'll do. G'nite.